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Sunday, June 04, 2006

Many splendoured thing



If love is a many splendoured thing, then I'm just not as fortunate enough to capture those many splendours and make them mine.

If love is taking a walk in the park, I must have missed that gazebo. If love is like a maze, then I am lost somewhere. If love is a capitalist economy, there's obviously a terrible mismatch in the demand and supply. If love is a double edged sword. I've been on both edges of the sword - it hurts when someone you love doesn't feel the same way about you. It hurts too when you know someone loves you and you're not able to feel the same way. If love is a jetplane, mine is still circling in mid air waiting for permission to land.

Somehow love seems to elude me - something is always missing from the equations...

I don't wanna think about love anymore. It's a remote possibility. Feel like giving up on love - the roads I've traveled on had left me with too many heartaches. It's too painful to walk on love's path. I feel like dying inside.

I want to quit this game before I am defeated, fall apart and break into pieces like glass.


My heart is singing this song called Dealova, sung by Once (pronounced as on-che) of this Indonesian group called Dewa. To who? I dunno...

Dealova - by Once (OST Dealova)

Aku ingin menjadi
Mimpi indah dalam tidurmu
Aku ingin menjadi
Sesuatu yang mungkin bisa kau rindu

Karena langkah merapuh
Tanpa dirimu
Oh
Karena hati telah letih

Aku ingin menjadi
Sesuatu yang selalu bisa kau sentuh
Aku ingin kau tau
Bahwa aku selalu memujamu

Tanpamu sepinya waktu
Merantai hati
Oh
Bayangmu seakan-akan..

Kau seperti nyanyian dalam hatiku
Yang memanggil rinduku padamu
Seperti udara yang kuhela
Kau selalu ada

Oh..

Hanya dirimu
Yang bisa membuatku tenang
Tanpa dirimu
Aku merasa hilang
Dan sepi..
Dan sepi...

Kau seperti nyanyian dalam hatiku
Yang memanggil rinduku padamu
Seperti udara yang kuhela
Kau selalu ada

Kau seperti nyanyian dalam hatiku
Yang memanggil rinduku padamu
Seperti udara yang kuhela
Kau selalu ada

Selalu ada...
Kau selalu ada..
Selalu ada..
Kau selalu ada...


I was feeling sad I cried myself to sleep last night...that was really very painful. If you had been where I am right now, you'd know how I feel.

If love is a many splendoured thing, why does it hurt so terribly?

11 Comments:

  • Ah it's a hard choice we have to make at times. Been there done that.

    Graveyard Shift

    By Anonymous Anonymous, at Wed Jun 07, 12:55:00 PM 2006  

  • Dun wori gd ones wl come ur way, hv faith...

    jj

    By Anonymous Anonymous, at Wed Jun 07, 09:51:00 PM 2006  

  • Enjoy ur single life n stop worrying bout ppl who don't bother worrying bout u.

    Klaw

    By Anonymous Anonymous, at Wed Jun 07, 09:55:00 PM 2006  

  • not all lelaki cam tu. u kena bersabar ok.

    izatt

    By Anonymous Anonymous, at Wed Jun 07, 09:58:00 PM 2006  

  • Biasa guys mudah jeles wpun makwenye bkwn ngn guy lain. So bl dh cm2 perangai diaorg akn noty2 ngn gurl tu nxrasa ape. So dlm konteks ni guy akn mberikan 2kali ganda ape yg gurl wat. Kalo gurl 2 caring guy, guy akn caring 2kali ganda kalau dh suke. Frm my observation la.

    Otai

    By Anonymous Anonymous, at Wed Jun 07, 10:02:00 PM 2006  

  • Sabar la. 1 day 1 will cum along dat was made jus 4 u. If u r depressed n u nd company u r welcum 2 cum 2 shah alam.

    jo

    By Anonymous Anonymous, at Wed Jun 07, 10:04:00 PM 2006  

  • Apa hal ni? Nel, ko kena paham pasal misyar le kalo camni.

    misai kucing

    By Anonymous Anonymous, at Wed Jun 07, 10:05:00 PM 2006  

  • liza..
    rilex laa..
    jgn laa u emosi lakk..
    dont let others spoiled ur mood lakk.
    sebenarnya laki ke, pompuan ke same jerr..
    just kite je yg kena careful, so that others dont take advantages on us..
    dont ever give chances to others utk ambikkesempatan kat kite..
    tak guna nak salahkan mane2 pihak pun atas kegagalan kite..
    wat ape sebab org lain, kite lak nak suffer..
    tul tak..
    let live on our own..
    jgn biar org lain yg boleh pengaruhi perasaan kite lak..
    u take ur time, think deeply..
    take a deep breath..
    breathing technic yg betul pun boleh cool down ourself tau.
    nanti i ajar u cara pernafasan yg betul..

    ayie

    By Anonymous Anonymous, at Fri Jun 09, 02:25:00 AM 2006  

  • liza..
    rilex laa..
    jgn laa u emosi lakk..
    dont let others spoiled ur mood lakk.
    sebenarnya laki ke, pompuan ke same jerr..
    just kite je yg kena careful, so that others dont take advantages on us..
    dont ever give chances to others utk ambikkesempatan kat kite..
    tak guna nak salahkan mane2 pihak pun atas kegagalan kite..
    wat ape sebab org lain, kite lak nak suffer..
    tul tak..
    let live on our own..
    jgn biar org lain yg boleh pengaruhi perasaan kite lak..
    u take ur time, think deeply..
    take a deep breath..
    breathing technic yg betul pun boleh cool down ourself tau.
    nanti i ajar u cara pernafasan yg betul..

    ayie

    By Anonymous Anonymous, at Fri Jun 09, 02:25:00 AM 2006  

  • tengkiu...i feel better now :)

    By Blogger Nel, at Fri Jun 09, 02:26:00 AM 2006  

  • Missing someone very far away? This song is sentimentally suitable then. There was once a widow I knew who told me that she missed her late hubby tremendously. Apart from the physical comfort & ot

    By Anonymous Anonymous, at Mon Jul 31, 02:34:00 AM 2006  

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